Monday, April 30, 2012

hello hello, goodbye goodbye

it's labour day tomorrow.
gonna fully utilise tomorrow before starting work on Wednesday.

every single holiday is an enjoyment for me.
from now on, i am gonna treasure every single holidays that i have.
say hello to public holidays :)

Friday, April 27, 2012

mad x5

the thought of going back to office tomorrow really makes me fuming mad!
i thought i can sleep in tomorrow since i don't have a proper 8 hours of sleep during weekdays but turns out i can't.
i was really really mad because what i am doing now is not definitely related to what i am supposed to do.
one word i can say is, disorganized.
if they are more organized, everything wouldn't be so messy.

with this work, i am unable to do the work my superior assigned me to.
and the work i am supposed to do is somehow in a hurry because there is a 'deadline'.

hope i can go home at 12 tomorrow if not i am gonna KILL people lol.
i have other things to do besides work!

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY, i suppose? lol.

and hope everyone had a good friday too! 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

the informal farewell

finally, graduation package arrived.
i have been waiting for this ever since i got my results.
now that i got my graduation package, i feel somehow sad because this means that this will be the end of my poly life.
most probably i am not gonna go back to NP again except for the important dates that they list down.
sigh, after poly life it means i am officially stepping into the working industry, that is if my application to the local u failed.

working now and i can say that, working is really tiring.
waking up @ the same time from Mon to Friday, squeeze with the crowd, etc.
this will be the things that i am gonna do after graduating from NP.
same old routine till i am old..
sigh sigh..

just hope things will go well for my work and no politics etc.
good working environment, nice and friendly colleagues.

maybe i have to see how it goes.
if possible, i might apply to the job that i find that it's cool(some of my friends might know what's that) and work.
at least that work won't be that strenuous cos don't have to wake up early @ same time every day.
shall see how it goes..

ngee ann poly real estate business, goodbye to you on May.

Monday, April 23, 2012

wordy

writing a whole chunk of words but in the end.. you deleted it.

have you guys experienced this before? 


Sunday, April 22, 2012

till then

pardon me for all those negative things that i have been writing in my blog.
have been feeling very negative this few days.
with working, personal stuff etc, that's why i can't help feeling this way.
or perhaps i shall stop blogging for awhile?
at least, to keep my feelings rather to myself.

social networking, blog aren't a good way to vent my frustrations/sadness.
after all, this is internet i am talking about.
who knows, whatever i say in this blog people might say that to others.
perhaps, i need a private blog to vent out my thoughts at least through there no one read about it. 

ah, i don't know.
i am so depressed right now.
hope everything can go smoothly for me.
be it working, personal stuff etc.

like the saying goes, tomorrow will be a better day.
let's hope that tomorrow(a Monday) will be a better day then.

and oh, sorry for always ending my post so suddenly. 


Friday, April 20, 2012

the reality

利用?
敷衍?
这世界就是这样吗?
或者这些事都发生在我身上而不是在别人的生上?
我进了我的权利来把一切都变得很完美但是没人理我。
我是透明么?
不是咯!

假惺惺是你的名字!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

TGIF!

wow Blogger has automatically changed the old Dashboard to this new one and it's so hard to use!
they should have notify us that they are changing so that i am prepared for it lol.

one more day to Friday!
i can't wait for weekends!
this week has been a pretty good week, with good superior guiding me all along, a gonna resign 'senior' than me and cos she didn't come, i always took her desk and do stuff!
although this company is so inaccessible but the staffs there are pretty good!
no longer feel that sian towards working at there, hopefully this feeling will still maintain.

Friday Friday Friday! :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

THE POWER OF 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0

numbers.
i1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0
even though there are 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 the combination of it are powerful!
powerful till the extent that u can get dizzy and confused by just looking at it.
imagine seeing a whole stack of it and u have to key it in the com.
gosh!
but still, i learned quite plenty of stuff(i think) and hopefully i will LOVE this job and working.
2 more days to weekends!
can't wait!!!

when u are working, u will treasure weekends more, more till the extent that u can simply wish that time can stop during weekends and there is no weekdays.
even though i started working like a few days, i am longing for the weekends.
sleeping and waking up late, do your own things, going out etc.

getting up early in the morning is the toughest thing in the world. #firstworldpains

Monday, April 16, 2012

first

first day of work.
rather so-so day for me.
hopefully it will get better as days goes by.
very inaccessible place but there's nothing i can do since i opted to work at there.
i am so not used to working life but this is a MUST for everyone to go through.
eventually everyone have to work and i am just starting 'earlier' than my friends cos my friends are studying.
let's hope we can meet in a same company and work together with no conflicts and then we can have lunch, gossip chit chat together.
i know this is not possible but i am hoping that one of my friends can join me and work in the company.

even though today is the start of a new semester in my school, i have to work.
tomorrow will be a better day.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

a new phase of life


i am not prepared to it.
this is a totally new environment to me and also, this is the first time i will be alone, as in really alone.
i know eventually i have to face it but i am just not prepared.
i wish i have a time machine and get back to being 3 years ago.
i have never regret going to that course, because through that course, i met really good friends.
and at least, they were around my age.
this time round, those people around me might even be way older than me etc.
hopefully my first day wouldn't be a bad day for me.
lemme make new friends(despite age gap) and have lunch with me every time cos the place will be very ulu.

stepping into another phase of my life.
this phase will be the longest phase ever, unlike schooling.
hopefully it won't be a torturing one.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

mini concert



ticketing details are out for his Asia Fanmeeting!
the ticket price are rather expensive(too some of u, it might not but too me, it is) so i am contemplating whether i should buy this ticket.
so let's say if i buy the lowest ticket price but it's so far away from the stage :(
like that i can't see him right in front of me :(
i wanna see him badly!
unless..... i go airport and see him?
ah, i don't know..
i wanna see him this time!
shall see how it goes then..

KIMHYUNJOONG, i love you <3

an experience, once again

interview today and i was expecting that the interviewer will ask me some common questions but he didn't.
i kinda like this type of interview where he/she don't ask those questions.
like you know, just like a chatting session but of course, with details about the annual leave etc.
so i was glad that i am able to get in but i have got this other job offer which is even better than the interview that i went today.
now, i am at wits end.
i am not sure what to do now.

when i want people to call me, no one called.
just when i got this job, this and that company called.
irritating max!

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

the feeling is back

another day tomorrow where i have to go myself.
i am glad that there are 3 but i am not prepared for it.
even though i know that this is a must but i am used to studying.
it feels weird to not go school on 16 April cos we un-officially graduated.
hopefully, everything will goes well tomorrow, Friday and Monday and after that, wait for results.

and also, everything will go well.
we will be by your side no matter what.
i remembered what u said that night.
u will be fine!
love you always <3

magnitude 8.7 earthquake hits Indonesia today, 5.21pm.
hope everyone is okay and also to my relatives at Malaysia.
everyone will be alright :)

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

it's food time!

went out with the 3 girls yesterday.
been long since i saw them so when i saw them yesterday, i was really happy.
walked around orchard and we ate this bacon with cheese sausage and it was so delicious!
got free popcorn and had this free testing of cake at this shop.
had itachoo with the girls for dinner and yums to the salmon, grilled pork, soup and chawanmushi.
shall eat that again, if possible yummy.
hopefully we can meet again, before our grad to have another round of that or ippudo or paul <3

can't wait for grad ceremony :)

Saturday, April 07, 2012

relatives and family are loved

nice catching up with my relatives yesterday.
went to mandai and pray and had dinner with relatives.
had so much fun catching up with my cuzzies and my relatives.
i love such catching up and hope that we will always do that :)
cuzzie took such awesome pics of me.
thanks so much and xoxo

Thursday, April 05, 2012

oh my darling

KIM HYUN JOONG IS GONNA COME SINGAPORE ON 4 MAY!
he promised us that he will be back and tadah, he's gonna be back!
i love you, kim hyun joong :)

<3<3<3